Life and Writing

Life and Writing

By Apolinario Villalobos

 

Life and writing are similar as regards their inception, midsection, and culmination.

 

There is pain felt when the womb pulsates as a new life therein tries to manifest itself. There is pain, too, in the head of the writer that throbs with effort as he struggles how to start a composition or poem with an appropriate opening sentence.

 

Relief is felt by the mother when the bundle of new life finally makes it out to enjoy its firs whiff of air. Relief is felt, too, by the writer as the first word comes out of his head to trigger the avalanche of more words that shall comprise a literary expression.

 

As the child grows to enjoy life, he or she is guided by the parents, institutions and established norms so that he or she becomes a virtuous member of the society. On the other hand, as the writer progresses, set norms and ethics, as well as, his own style guide him to ensure that the outcome of his effort becomes satisfactory and relevant.

 

In life, it is not easy to “call it quits”, especially, as one enjoys every minute of it. But the onset of death cannot be prevented as it may occur unexpectedly due to an accident. Normally, though, it should come with old age or disease. The writer, meanwhile, has to allow a ‘twist” to conclude what he is doing. Or, gracefully allow the avalanche of words to be exhausted naturally…to spell the end.

 

To sum it up… as with life, writing may also be difficult, BUT CAN STILL BE ENJOYED.

 

 

The “Best Seller Syndrome”

The “Best Seller Syndrome”

By Apolinario Villalobos

 

A very popular book store in the Philippines patronizes “best sellers”…books of foreign authors. They are prominently displayed right at the entrance of their stores. To cap their promotion effort founded on the colonial mentality of Filipinos, the establishment invites the foreign authors to come over all the way from their so-called “first world” homelands…to sign purchased books which the suckers devour with all their best literary duplicity.

 

Judging a book is subjective, a fact that cannot be questioned. What can be the best material for one may be trash for another. But an impression can be a very significant influencing factor. How can that fact be questioned when all it needs for a book to be grabbed at bookstores is a review made by influential people…known in their respective field, that do not necessarily show them as literary personalities. This attitude is akin to the “identified with” syndrome, too.

 

Some Filipinos buy popular books, especially, the hard-bound sets of encyclopedia to create an impression so they are prominently displayed in living rooms. Some friends unabashedly admit that they have not opened any volume of the set and that they are there, just for display, without of course expressing their desire to enhance the sophisticated impression that they practically try to solicit from their visitors.

 

When word spread about an obscure book that happened to be a favorite of a rags-to-riches business tycoon, suckers rushed to book stores to buy a copy or two, with the extra as a gift to a friend, complete with a “dedication” where the information about its being read by a famous Filipino businessman is also scribbled. I got my copy this way – from a friend who tries hard to make an impression that he is “intelligent”, just because he reads a lot. I have come across the book long before it became popular and sold for only just less than a hundred pesos, but when it got popular the tag price has soared between 300-400 pesos depending on the store selling it. I also found the book prominently displayed in offices I visited, as some kind of a coffee table book.

 

During one of my visits to a book store, I came across a book with a triangulized corner note about its being the fifth edition, and with sold copies running to millions. This time my sucker instinct made me buy a copy, parting with my hard-earned pesos, especially, because, as the synopsis at the outside back cover said, it was indeed a good read. In the evening when I browsed through the pages thoroughly, my blood pressure shot up because many paragraphs were enclosed with quotation marks…meaning, contents were copied with impunity though with the safety of the said literary marks and  bibliography which ate up 14 pages! I did not notice them when I bought the book because I was in a hurry, and I trusted the “best seller” come on. There went my 300 pesos! In my disgust, I burned the trash!

 

Fernando Sagenes: Walang Hadlang ang Kagustuhan Niyang Madagdagan ang Kaalaman

Fernando Sagenes: Walang Hadlang

Ang Kagustuhan Niyang Madagdagan ang Kaalaman

Ni Apolinario Villalobos

 

Bago ko nakilala si Fernan ay nakilala ko muna ang kanyang tatay. Ang unang nakatawag sa akin ng pansin nang makilala ko ito, ay ang pagiging tahimik niya. Kilala ang tatay niya sa palayaw na “Adring”, may kaliitan subalit matindi ang pagrespeto sa kanya. Noong iisa pa lang ang barangay Real at nasasakop pa ng Imus, isa ang tatay niya sa mga konsehal. Ngayon, hiwalay na ang barangay namin na naging barangay Real Dos na itinalaga sa teritoryo ng Bacoor, samantalang ang orihinal na Real ay naging Real Uno at sakop pa rin ng Imus.

 

Sa kanilang magkakapatid, pansinin si Fernan dahil sa kanyang salamin kahit noong tin-edyer pa lang siya. Ang impresson tuloy sa kanya ay mukhang may itinatagong talino, at napatunayan kong meron nga nang mabisto kong mahilig palang magbasa. Palagi itong may dalang babasahin, magasin man o maliit na libro na binubuklat niya habang naghihintay ng pasahero sa pilahan ng mga traysikel. Ang pinagkikitaan niya ay pagta-traysikel kahit noong wala pa siyang asawa. Minsan ay nakatuwaan kong tingnan kung ano ang binabasa niya nang maging pasahero niya ako, at nalaman kong lumang kopya pala ng Reader’s Digest.

 

High School graduate si Fernan, subalit pinipilit niyang “habulin” ang mga dapat sana ay natutunan pa niya kung siya ay umabot sa kolehiyo, na hindi nangyari. Sa simpleng paraan na pagbabasa hangga’t may pagkakataon at kung ano man ang mahagilap niya ay pinipilit niyang madugtungan ang naputol niyang pagpupunyagi sa larangan ng kaalaman. Natutuwa siya kapag nakakahiram ng mga aklat lalo na ang mga tungkol sa mga talambuhay, relihiyon at pulitka.

 

Dahil sa kaalaman ni Fernan, siya ay nahirang noon ng barangay bilang Executive Officer nang panahong ang Barangay Chairman ay si Vill Alcantara, at ngayon sa ilalim naman ng bagong Chairman na is BJ Aganus, siya ay nahirang namang Kagawad. Mapagmahal si Fernan sa asawa niyang si Myrna at anak na si Abby na ngayon ay 7 taong gulang at tulad niya ay mahilig ding magbasa.

 

Noon ay natawag niya ang pansin ni Mayor Strike Revilla at Congresswoman Lani Mercado nang lakarin niya ang 8 kilometrong layo mula sa sentro ng Tagaytay hanggang Talisay na nasa dalampasigan na ng lawa ng Taal upang dumalo sa isang mahalagang seminar.  Nanggaling pa siya sa Alfonso kung saan ay may trabaho siya. Dahil madalang ang mga sasakyan, nagdesisyon siyang lakarin ang 8 kilometrong kalsada na puno pa ng mga nakahambalang ng mga nabuwal na puno dahil katatapos lang noon ng bagyo.

 

Nang dumating siya sa pinagdausan ng seminar ay halos nanlilimahid siya sa pagkadikit ng damit sa katawan dahil sa pagtagaktak ng pawis. Ganoon pa man ay lakas-loob siyang pumasok kaya nakaagaw siya ng pansin ng iba pang dumalo sa seminar. Nang tinawag siya sa harap ng mismong mayor ng Bacoor na Strike Revilla upang pagpaliwanagin kung bakit siya na-late sa pagdating, sinabi niya ang totoo kaya buong pagmamalaki siyang pinuri ng mayor sa harap ng iba. Nandoon din ang Congresswoman ng distrito na si Lani Mercado-Revilla na pumuri din sa kanya. Binanggit din ni Fernan na hindi niya naisip na umupa ng sasakyang maghahatid sa kanya kahit hindi niya kabisado ang Talisay, dahil ang laman ng bulsa niya ay Php200 lang. At hindi rin siya nakapag-abiso na mali-late dahil wala siyang cellphone. Sa tuwa ni Mayor Strike Revilla ay ibinigay nito sa kanya ang isa niyang cellphone at dumukot pa ito ng sa bulsa ng sariling pera upang ipandagdag sa Php200 niya.

 

Ipinakita ni Fernan ang pagiging seryoso niya bilang kagawad ng Real Dos kaya kahit anong mangyari ay pinilit niyang matunton ang pinagdausan ng seminar sa Talisay. Alam niya na mahalaga ang makakalap niyang kaalaman na inaasahang ipamamahagi niya sa mga kasama niyang mga opisyal ng barangay.

 

Samantala, ang cellphone na N89 (Nokia) na bigay ni Mayor Strike Revilla ay pinagtitiyagaang ginagamit ni Fernan sa pagbukas ng internet. Maliliit ang mga titik na lumalabas dahil maliit lang din ang screen nito, kaya halos idikit na niya ang kanyang mukha sa screen. Ganoon pa man, dahil sa cellphone ay nadagdagan ang pagkakataong madagdagan ang mga kaalaman ni Fernan tungkol sa mga pangyayari sa iba’t ibang panig ng mundo at iba pang mga bagay na may kinalaman sa buhay ng tao.

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On the Value of Books, Magazines, Etc.

On the Value of Books, Magazines, Etc.

By Apolinario Villalobos

 

I just cannot understand how some people can fail to appreciate the value of books, magazines, etc. just because they are two, three or more years old. For them such materials are already outdated, so they do not deserve appreciation. The fact is, these materials, especially books can be updated while retaining their historical usefulness, hence, never outdated. Books are updated based on the old editions, and this is necessary, as some authors are found to bungle or distort facts, especially, on political issues.

 

Even for scientific and technical books that are supposed to be updated regularly due to the fast turnover of new ideas and discoveries, there is still a need to maintain old editions so that basic information will always be on hand, in case of verification.

 

The notion that hard copies of books are no longer necessary with the onset of high technology is wrong. What the cyberspace keeps in its archives are actually digitized old books and their new editions if there are, for easy reference. Important issues here are the convenience and affordability of access, as not everybody can afford the installation of computers at home or the expense for browsing in internet cafes. On the other hand, there are the so-called e-books, but such are just “versions” of printed ones. In fact, some authors venture into e-book publication first, to sell their books on-line which is easier, but still print them later, using the earnings.

 

While before, the book was considered as a precious commodity for the acquisition of knowledge, today, book publication is viewed more as a very profitable business venture. This is the reason why the questionable Philippine educational system has allowed the “conversion” of text books into workbooks with the insertion of a portion on questions and answers at the end of each chapter. This practice of the educational institutions, including government agencies, in connivance with the unscrupulous publishers and agents has made many people shamefully rich on one end, while on the other end, the parents and students suffer. In their haste for printing, some books even come off the press with so many errors. The practice no longer made possible the passing on of old books to younger members of the family, as buying new sets with unanswered questions at the end of chapters, has become necessary and a requirement of the school.

 

People love trivia. But where do all the information come from? – old books and magazines! Those found in the internet are the upload, patiently done by website owners that earn through ads squeezed in available spaces of their site’s pages, or number of viewers they generate. This is how servers and website owners in the cyberspace earn. Netizens thought that they owe a lot to them thinking that they are the originators of the information, when all these website owners do is upload information. On the other hand, the servers only provide space for these websites from which they earn enormous income.

 

I have no quarrel with the servers and website owners, but my effort here is directed at how people have been misled by thinking that because of the computers, hard copies of reading materials have become obsolete or on a kindlier view, unreliable.

 

Before the onset of the internet, students had no choice but to diligently turn the pages of books to cull the needed information for their theses. They were forced to make summaries or condense sourced materials. But because of the advance technology, some of them just “copy” and “paste” pages from sources in the internet, make minimal revisions, by deleting sentences and paragraphs, then, collate them into a “thesis”. That is the ongoing sad reality.

 

When I did a job on the side editing theses of students from a reputable university, I discovered one time, that four drafts were identical word for word – with the same source in the internet. Two other students tried their best to be authentic by jumbling the sequence of paragraphs that they copied and collated. And there’s the story shared by a librarian about two similar theses, but with submission dates of more than ten years apart.  They were discovered later when a researcher took note of the similarity and called the librarian’s attention about it. And, there’s a classic story of how the whole content of a thesis reference was peeled off from its cover by a student researcher, and who inserted folded newspapers, afterwards, as replacement to make the reference material look intact when it was returned to the librarian who did not bother to check.

 

I am not saying that we fill whatever space we have at home and offices with books and magazines and hold on to them till time eternal.  What I am trying to share is the restraint that we should observe in disposing books and other reading materials that have outlived their immediate usefulness. What we do not need can be shared, instead of dumping them in garbage bins. What shocked me was when I found two copies of pocket edition of Bible in a box of junk, and worse, a copy of Koran in another junk shop! I found my rare copies of biography of Queen Victoria, “Pepe En Pilar”, and “Codigo Penal” printed in 1870, in a pile of junks sold on a sidewalk.

 

As a high school and college student in Notre Dame of Tacurong, a parochial school in the far southern province of Sultan Kudarat in Mindanao, I had a grand time poring over the pages of National Geographic, Reader’s Digest, and Encyclopedias in our library, all old editions, solicited by Oblate priests in the United States. Some of them were even dated as early as 1950’s, especially, the Reader’s Digest and National Geographic, but I still enjoyed reading them. We were lucky, as our bespectacled librarian, Leonardo Ninte and his student assistants, carefully, rebound the reading materials, to make them endure regular handling. A good number of shelves in the library were filled with donated books, with only very few important current editions purchased due to the scant fund of the school. Those “outdated” materials helped me a lot in developing my love for reading. Accordingly, if some people who are in charge of libraries today will nurture an attitude of abhorrence to old books, they will eventually deny others the opportunity to earn knowledge from books, be they old or new.

 

The fast advancing technology on information is proving its great help to mankind. But we should understand that technology in whatever form has limitations. The gadgets we see now as “repository” of information, still need to be fed with basic information by man as basis for their mechanical “intelligent” subsequent actions. Most importantly, what are fed to these machines come from the human brain. These invented and fabricated machines come about as forms of convenience that man seeks tirelessly for his comfort. Man started with barks, leaves, rocks and even pot shards in recording events long time ago. What resulted into modern day codices – books, should therefore be given due respect and importance for all their worth which is fathomless. To tip the balance in favor of these machines as regards the perception on the value of books, therefore, is not fair.

 

Mga Suhestiyon para sa Kagawaran ng Edukasyon

Mga Suhestiyon para sa Kagawaran ng Edukasyon
Ni Apolinario Villalobos

Kung seryoso ang Kagawaran ng Edukasyon na mabago ang imahe nito na nakulapulan ng bansag na isang korap at pabayang ahensiya, dapat ay magkaroon ang pamunuan ng masusing imbestigasyon tungkol sa mga bagay na bukod sa alam na nila ay alam na rin ng publiko. Maliban pa diyan ang mga sumusunod na suhestiyon:

1.Tanggalin agad at parusahan ang mga mapatunayang tumatanggap ng komisyon mula sa mga publishers ng mga librong workbooks na ginagamit ng mga estudyante at mga guro.

2. Ibalik ang dating sistema sa paggamit ng mga textbook na walang mga bahaging sinasagot ng mga estudyante sa bawat katapusan ng mga tsapter, upang magamit pa uli ang mga ito. Sa ganitong paraan, ang mga hindi nakakabili ng mga libro ay maaaring manghiram sa mga kaklase, at makakatipid pa ng di-hamak na malaking halaga ang gobyerno.

3. Paigtingin ang makabagong paraan sa pagtuturo sa pamamagitan ng agad-agarang paglagay ng mga computer sa mga eskwelahan. Huwag umasa sa mga donasyon dahil kaya naman ang ganitong proyekto kung gagamitin ang napakalaking matitipid sa pagtigil ng pagbili ng mga workbook taon-taon na pinagkikitaan lamang ng mga tiwaling opisyal na kinakasabwat ng mga publisher.

4. Magkaroon ng paraan upang maitaas ang hanay ng mga pinagtuturong mga gurong hindi pa nakakapasa sa licensing exams, upang mabigyan sila ng nararapat at maayos na sahod.

5. Kung may binibigay nang “hazard pay” sa mga gurong nakatalaga sa mga delikadong lugar, dagdagan pa, upang hindi magdalawang isip ang iba pa sa pagtanggap ng ganitong assignment.

6. Magtalaga ng regular na Property Custodian na ang duty ay buong taon, hindi mga buwan ng pasukan lamang, upang masigurong mabantayan ang mga gamit ng eskwela na karaniwang napapabayaan tuwing bakasyon. Aayon ito sa suhestiyon tungkol sa modernisasyon sa pagtuturo, dahil magkakaroon ang mga eskwelahan ng mga computer at iba pang gamit na may kinalaman sa information technology.

7. Magtalaga rin ng regular na Security Officer na buong taon din ang duty, katulad ng sa Property Custodian.

8. Huwag i-asa sa perang donasyon ng PTA ang mga bagay na may kinalaman sa pamamalakad ng eskwelahan. Kung pinagmamalaki ng gobyerno na libre ang pag-aaral ng mga bata, dapat lahat ng bagay na may kinalaman sa ganitong panukala ay libre din. Dapat ang gamit ng PTA ay bilang instrumento lamang para sa masinsing pakikipagtulungan ng mga magulang sa mga namumuno ng mga eskwelahan upang masubaybayang mabuti ang mga bata. Hindi dapat gumagastos ang PTA para sa mga security guard o pagpalinis ng mga kubeta o pagbayad ng mga ilaw. Labas sa suhestiyong ito ang nakaugaliang “Brigada: Balik Eskwela” na boluntaryo lang naman tuwing bago magpasukan, dahil nagpapairal ito ng bayanihan na magandang halimbawa para sa mga kabataan.

9. Suriing mabuti ang mga itinuturong asignatura o subject sa mga estudyante dahil lumalabas na dahil sa dami ay hindi naman naituturong lahat. Ang problemang ito ay lalong nadagdagan ng K-12 program. Dahil sa mga nabanggit, lumalabas na “hilaw” ang kaalaman ng mga estudyante, kaya karamihan sa kanila, grade three na ay hirap pang mag-spell ng mga salita o magbasa nang tuluy-tuloy. At ang matindi ay bobo sila pagdating sa kasaysayan ng Pilipinas dahil, ni hindi man lang nila alam kung sino si Tandang Sora o si Diego Silang o si Sikatuna. Subalit, kung maglaro naman ng computer games, ang bilis ng paggana ng utak nila!

10. Gumamit ng solar power bilang suporta sa modenisasyon ng pagtuturo, sa halip na regular na kuryenteng binibili sa mga cooperative o MERALCO upang makatipid, at magiging modelo pa ang mga eskwelahan sa ganitong adbokasiya.

Dapat tanggapin ang katotohanang hindi naman talaga nagtuturo ang karamihan ng mga magulang sa mga anak nila sa bahay, lalo na kung may mga assignment. Maswerte ang mga estudyanteng ang mga magulang ay may kaalaman sa mga bagong subject na itinuturo ngayon. Pagdating naman sa paggawa ng mga project, karamihan sa mga ito ay mismong mga magulang ang gumagawa. Kaya paggising ng mga anak sa umaga, tapos na ang project na dadalhin na lamang nila sa eskwela. Dapat gumawa ng paraan ang kagawaran upang maituwid ang ganitong maling sitwasyon.

May mga teachers din na umaaming alam nilang hindi man lang nagbubukas ang mga estudyante ng mga libro nila dahil basta tama ang sagot sa mga katanungan sa katapusan ng tsapter, ay pasado na sila. Iba kasi kung bibiglain ang mga estudyante ng mga katanungan sa araw mismo ng test, kaya obligado silang magbasa upang makapaghanda.
Maraming mga estudyante ngayon ang hirap sa pagbaybay o pag-spell ng mga salita, lalo na ang mga Ingles. Magaling lang sila sa pabaklang pag-pronounce ng letrang “R”, na hindi naman itinutuwid ng mga guro, dahil sila mismo ay guilty din.

Mga Kalituhan sa Buhay

Mga Kalituhan sa Buhay
Ni Apolinario Villalobos

Kumplikado ang buhay dahil sa mga kalituhan at hiwagang bumabalot dito. Marami ang hindi maipaliwanag at nagkokontrahan pa ang ibang mga bagay at pangyayari.

Dahil sa pagsulputan ng iba’t ibang grupo ng matatalino, hindi na alam ng isang pangkaraniwang tao kung saan siya sasama. Nandiyan din ang palaging nababanggit na relihiyon. Lahat sila ay itinataguyod ng mga sarili nilang simbahan at nagpipilit pa na tama sila. Sabagay, karapatan nila ang magsabi na tama sila basta hindi lang demonyo ang kanilang sinasamba.

May kalituhan ding nangyayari sa panahon ngayon dahil naman sa hindi na ikinahihiyang alanganing kasarian. Ang talagang matatapang ay nagsasabi na babae sila na nakulong lamang sa katawan ng lalaki, o di naman kaya ay, lalaki sila na nagkamali lang sa pinasukang katawan. Kaya upang mawala na ang kalituhan sa kanilang pag-iisip ay talagang naglaladlad na tulad ng ginawa ni Charisse, Aizza, at Rustom Padilla. Yong may pera ay talagang pinakialaman na ang ginawa ng Diyos sa pamamagitan ng pagpalit ng bahaging pangsekswal.

Sa mga bansang talamak ang corruption, tulad ng Pilipinas, nililito ng pamahalaan ang mga mamamayan tungkol sa maraming bagay. Nandiyan ang magreport ang mga ahensiya ng mga ginawa daw nila na drawing lang pala. Ang masaklap ay kung mismong presidente pa ang may kayabangang magreport tungkol sa mga ito, kaya nagmumukha siyang tanga. Kung minsan ay inaangkin pa ng pamahalaan ang mga proyekto ng mga pribadong NGO. Ang panlilito ay isang paraan ng panlilinlang. Subalit kung alam na naman ng mga nililito ang katotohanan, ang taong nanlilito ay nagmumukhang katawa-tawa.

Tungkol naman sa pagpahaba ng buhay, marami ring kalituhan ang nangyayari. Sinasabing kailangan ng katawan natin ang pagkain, subalit hindi naman pala lahat ng pagkain ay pwede sa lahat din ng tao, dahil sa tinatawag na allergy. May mga taong allergic sa itlog, manok, lamang dagat, gatas, mani, maski gulay! May mga synthetic din na mga gamot ang nawawalan ng bisa kung sasabayan sila ng mga halamang gamot o herbal medicine. At ang mga pagkain ay hindi pwedeng basta-basta lalamunin dahil yong iba ay nakamamatay kung sobra ang ipinasok sa katawan dahil sa sarap…kaya tuloy lumalabas na bawal ang magpasarap!

Ang matindi ay ang kuwento tungkol sa isang tao na dahil sa katatawa ay bigla na lang natumba at namatay! Naisip ko tuloy, pwede ka rin palang mabulunan ng hangin….at bawal din pala ang sobrang masaya!…masalimuot talaga ang buhay, kung sa Ingles ay “life is complicated”, kaya nakakalito!

Don’t Be Flattered by the Praise, nor be Discouraged by a Fault

Don’t Be Flattered by the Praise
Nor Be Discouraged by a Fault
By Apolinario Villalobos

Praise and fault should both be viewed as inspirations. One should not stop where praise is given nor be discouraged when a fault has been committed. It should be remembered that living is a continuous striving for the better. When praise is given, it means that one is being encouraged to aim for a higher level of accomplishment. When one commits a fault, it means that he should employ another means to attain his goal, and not for him to cease from striving.

Satisfaction is never a one hundred percent result based on impression. That is why in competitions there are judges. And, even though there is a so-called unanimous decision from the judges, there are still dissatisfied spectators in the audience. The elected government officials are not given a one hundred percent support by the constituents. Even Jesus did not please every Jew. And, God does not get one hundred percent devotion from His creatures as the world abounds with heretics – the ungrateful ones.

So, the next time you are praised, keep your feet on the ground, and just be nonchalant about it. On the other hand, if you commit a fault, admit it, and exert more effort and do your best the second time around.

On the Value of Books, Magazines, Etc.

On the Value of Books, Magazines, Etc.

By Apolinario Villalobos

I just cannot understand how some people can fail to appreciate the value of books, magazines, etc. just because they are two, three or more years old. For them such materials are already outdated, so they do not deserve appreciation. The fact is, these materials, especially books can be updated but they retain their historical usefulness, hence, never outdated. Books are updated based on the old editions, and this is necessary, as some authors are found to bungle or distort facts, especially, on political issues. One example here is about the first Mass held in the Philippines, whether it was at Massao in Butuan or Limasawa Island in Leyte. The author of the old Philippine history book contended that it was held in Limasawa when his book was published during the administration of Marcos. There was a popular notion that it was done to please the First Lady who is from Leyte. When Marcos was ousted, those who were protesting in silence, took courage and became more vocal about the issue.

Even for scientific and technical books that are supposed to be updated regularly due to the fast turnover of new ideas and discoveries, there is still a need to maintain old editions so that basic information will always be on hand, in case of verification.

The notion that hard copies of books are no longer necessary with the onset of advance technology, is wrong. What the cyberspace keeps in its archives are actually digitized old books and their new editions if there are, for easy reference. Important issues here are the convenience and affordability of access, as not everybody can afford the installation of computers at home or afford the expense for browsing in internet cafes. On the other hand, there are so-called e-books, but such are just “versions” of printed ones. In fact, some authors venture into e-book publication to sell their books on-line which is easier, but still print them later, using earnings money from the viewers of their e-books.

While before, the book was considered as a precious commodity for the acquisition of knowledge, today, book publication is viewed as a very profitable business venture. This is the reason why the questionable Philippine educational system has allowed the “conversion” of text books into workbooks with the insertion of questions and portions for answers at the end of each chapter. This wicked practice of the educational institutions, including government agencies, in connivance with the unscrupulous publishers and agents has made many people shamefully rich on one end, while on the other end, parents and students suffer. In their haste for printing, some books even come off the press with so many errors. The practice no longer made possible the passing on of old books to younger members of the family, as buying new sets with unanswered questions at the end of chapters, has become necessary.

People love trivia. But where do all the information come from? – old books and magazines! Those found in the internet are the upload, patiently done by website owners that earn through ads squeezed in available spaces of their site’s pages, or number of viewers they generate. This is how servers and website owners in the cyberspace earn. Netizens thought that they owe a lot to them, thinking that they are the originators of the information, when all these website owners do is upload information. On the other hand, the servers only provide space for these websites from which they earn enormous income.

I have no quarrel with the servers and website owners, but my effort here is directed at how people have been misled by thinking that because of the computers, hard copies of reading materials have become obsolete or on a kindlier view, unreliable.

Before the onset of the internet, students had no choice but to diligently turn the pages of books to cull the needed information for their theses. They were forced to make summaries or condense sourced materials. But because of the advance technology, some of them just “copy” and “paste” pages from sources in the internet, make minimal revisions, by deleting sentences and paragraphs, then, collate them into a “thesis”. That is the ongoing sad reality.

When I did a job on the side, editing theses of students from a reputable university, I discovered one time, that four drafts were identical word for word – with the same source in the internet. Two other students tried their best to be authentic by jumbling the sequence of paragraphs that they copied and collated. And there’s the story shared by a librarian about two similar theses, but with submission dates of more than ten years apart! They were discovered later when a researcher took note of the similarity and called the librarian’s attention about it. And, there’s a classic story of how the whole content of a thesis reference was peeled off from its cover by a student researcher, and who inserted folded newspapers, afterwards, as replacement to make the reference material look intact when it was returned to the librarian who did not bother to check.

I am not saying that we fill whatever space we have at home and offices with books and magazines and hold on to them till time eternal. What I am trying to share is the restraint that we should observe in disposing books and other reading materials that have outlived their immediate usefulness. What we do not need can be shared, instead of dumping them in garbage bins. What shocked me was when I found two copies of pocket edition of Bible in a box of junk, and worse, a copy of Koran in another junk shop! I found my rare copies of biography of Queen Victoria, “Pepe En Pilar”, and “Codigo Penal” printed in 1870, in a pile of junks sold on a sidewalk.

As a high school and college student in Notre Dame of Tacurong, a parochial school in the far southern province of Sultan Kudarat in Mindanao, I had a grand time poring over the pages of National Geographic, Reader’s Digest, and Encyclopedias in our library, all old editions, solicited by Oblate priests in the United States. Some of them were even dated as early as 1950’s, especially, the Reader’s Digest and National Geographic, but I still enjoyed reading them. We were lucky, as our bespectacled librarian, Leonardo Ninte and his student assistants, carefully, rebound the reading materials, to make them endure regular handling. A good number of shelves in the library were filled with donated books, with only very few important current editions purchased due to the scant fund of the school. Those “outdated” materials helped me a lot in developing my love for reading. Accordingly, if some people who are in charge of libraries today will nurture an attitude of abhorrence to old books, they will eventually deny others the opportunity to earn knowledge from books, be they old or new.

The fast advancing technology on information is proving its great help to mankind. But we should understand that technology in whatever form has limitations. The gadgets we see now as “repository” of information, still need to be fed with basic information by man as basis for their mechanical “intelligent” subsequent actions. Most importantly, what are fed to these machines come from the human brain. These invented and fabricated machines come about as forms of convenience that man seeks tirelessly for his comfort. Man started with barks, leaves, rocks and even pot shards in recording events long time ago. What resulted into modern day codices – books, should therefore be given due respect and importance for all their worth which is fathomless. To tip the balance in favor of these machines as regards the perception on the value of books, therefore, is not fair.

Imitation of Christ: My First Owned Book….from Fr. Robert O. Sullivan, OMI

Imitation of Christ: My First Owned Book

…from Fr. Robert O. Sullivan, O.M.I.

By Apolinario Villalobos

I got the paperback, “Imitation of Christ” when I was in first year high school, as a prize for besting other contestants during the extemporaneous writing in English competition as part of our school’s Foundation Day celebration. It was donated by the school’s Director during the time, an Irish Oblate priest, Fr. Robert O. Sullivan. Unfortunately, its only part that I was able to read was the dedication which said: “Apolinario, be like Christ in any way you can”…with the rest of the pages, I failed to read.

My reading interest during the time was limited to the National Geographic, Reader’s Digest, Hardy Boys series, Philippine Free Press, and occasional encyclopedia about history and geology. As a first year student, I felt I was not prepared to immerse myself into something which I was afraid I might fail to comprehend. I carefully kept and brought the book with me anywhere as far as Tablas in Romblon when I was first assigned there by PAL, as a precious property, until I finally gave it to a childhood buddy, Teddy Lapuz, who was suffering from a failed kidney transplant, and which eventually caused his death later on.

I did not regret giving my book to a dear friend who chose to die alone, or rather in the company of Christ, as he would always tell me when he was still alive. His statement gave me the idea to give him my precious book. I just hope that he was able to read it and blessed by its message. If indeed, he did, what I have missed, has become his spiritual gain.

Despite my missing the content of the book, I love to presume that when imitating Christ’s acts, one should be spontaneous, so that no compulsion is felt. The acts should emanate from the heart. The consciousness about the acts of Christ should form the strong foundation of a person to support his subsequent actions. To do the acts of kindness should not be forced on someone. The act may be inspired by others, or by an experience, if not as an innate desire. And most importantly, to be Christ -like is to be universal in all acts of kindness that knows no barrier. Easier said than done? Not really, because one need not start with something big to do it. All that such act needs is something within the means of a willing and sincere benefactor that can be shared with others – discreetly and unconsciously.

Many people are actually imitating Christ without their knowing it. Ordinary cigarette and candy vendors who give direction to lost pedestrians, are among them. Even the street sweepers, who do their job sincerely, knowing that they get paid out of the hard-earned people’s money. The street is full of modern-day Christs, people who do not think twice before sharing a few coins with a child driven by the pang hunger to beg, a student who helps a fallen old woman, and many others.

I may not have read the book given to me by Fr. Sullivan, but the cover and title are deeply impressed in my mind, reminding me that one need not be rich to be able to share blessings. I realized today, that to be Christ-like is the moving spirit behind the school where I learned the rudiments of Christianity, although, named after His mother…the Notre Dame of Tacurong College, a humble school with a big mission, and which tries to reach out to all, regardless of their religious affiliation.

Appreciating the Bible and Other Books

Appreciating the Bible

And Other Books

By Apolinario Villalobos

 

The first religious book I had was given to me as a prize for beating the rest of the contestants who were my senior in an extemporaneous writing contest in English. I was in first year high school and the book was the freshly circulated “Imitations of Christ”, which today is one of the best sellers. I just kept it, forgetting even the name of the author.  A friend borrowed it and decided to keep it for good. Then, a lay minister whom we fondly called, “papa Joe” gave me a King James Version Bible which he fondly marked with a dedication. It occupies a space together with the Koran, two other versions of the Bible, Apokalipses of the Jehovah’s Witnesses, and a book about mankind’s search for God.

 

When a friend saw my collection, he asked what I will do with them. Despite the silliness of the question, I told him that I need to know what I am supposed to know. He used to be a staunch Roman Catholic but when he joined the Masonic Temple, he seemed to have drifted away and sounded different. I told him that for me, all books contain information that everyone must learn, especially, those “special” ones that discourse on religion, cult, God, church, Christian movement, Marian devotion, archaeology, astronomy,etc. I could have told him more, but noticed his irritation. So I closed my statement with the short, “knowledge is power” with a tone of jest. I just did not want to embarrass him with a remark that he is the only “Mason” I know who does not believe in God. I pitied him for his choice to be ignorant.

 

Had not my curiosity made me interested in religious books, I may not have known that:

 

-the eldest son of Abraham was Ismael, and whose mother was Hagar, the handmaid of Sarah;

-in the Old Testament, the Israelites were told to always have a trowel as a household

tool so that they can use it to dig the ground when they move their bowel;

-in the Old Testament, one of the Lord’s instruction was not for the wife to join in a fight in which her husband figured, and most especially, not for her to grab the testicles of her husband’s foe as her effort to help her husband;

-in the New Testament, it says how Jesus lost his temper and cursed a fig that did not bear fruits that he could have eaten that day;

-in the New Testament, it says that the chosen people of God were also partaking of dried fish as a staple food;

-the legend of the flood was universal, meaning, practically, every race has a knowledge about it, but with their own different version;

-the “Mother and Child” devotion is not limited among the Catholics but also prevalent in other religions and cults;

-there is also universality in the belief about end of the world.

 

Those are just a few of what I have gained from browsing the pages of the books which others abhor because doing so would mean that they already “believe” in God or rather, develop in them an attachment to a religion, a church or worse, God. I cannot understand such attitude, because, how can you hate something that you do not understand well enough?

 

Going through the pages of the Bible, especially the Old Testament, which is the basis of other religious books is like browsing through the pages of National Geographic. Its historicity interspersed with “legends” made it some sort of a mini-library. I have the same interest when browsing through the pages of other similar books. There is a popular allegation that getting seriously immersed in these books would result to confusion and eventually, alienation from God. It did not happen to me. In fact, it developed in me more respect for others who are so dedicated to their own kind of evangelism to the point of fanaticism. 

 

In the Philippines, despite the deeply- rooted Catholicism among the majority of the Filipinos, there is enough space left for ecumenism that is why, in every activity of the national government wherein there is a need for invocations, different religious sectors are represented. This atmosphere is a great consolation among Filipinos who have diversified culture, yet united in their view as a race about the universality of God.